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Friday, August 15, 2008

*srry abt this not so brief but still kinda brief entry
abt wad happened over the week so far..
but im tired and hungry and wanna go sleep summore
and chomp chomp on smth soon..hehehe*

Well..
here's tuesday..

it marked our 6mth anniversary together
6 mths of being with jason has taught me alot
and i wouldnt give wad we have for the world..
we have had our ups and downs
but no matter what i still love him with all my heart and soul

came late to class as usual..
bought macs breakfast for Mars and me
then slacked..
did work..
talked crap..
had fun..
and then it was time to meet cindy!
and oh..Mars lappie crashed..
(more abt that later)

So anyway, we met cindy..
She was late as usual!
hahaha
Mars came up with a suggestion to surprise Cindy
with tickets to the Dark Knight
instead of us spending cash on the Love Guru
which was a movie we didnt really wanna watch..
Both Mars and I already watched the movie..
But we felt it was soo damn good..
that we rather watch it again..

the movie was awesome!!!
the first time i watched it was with MY baby!
the joker was the BEST character!
he was sick, twisted..
and DAMN..
jus mindblowing!!

Anw, that day was AWESOME!

Wednesday!
Met my classmates
Fish(Jing Yee) and Daniel
and went to east coast!
Damn was it funnnn!!!!
And the food was good too!!
I really had a great time!

What was better was that our faci came by
with chocolate fondue!! =)
But what was the BEST was My baby love came down
and surprised me with a SUNFLOWER!
=)))

And then by nightfall..
ppl started to get high and drunk
and we played "I have never.."
and we leart alot about each other..
Gosh! it was funny the way some of my classmates
behaved when they were drunk..
and when i got high..
i think i talk too much..
or not at all..
and i dont make sense..hahaha

Anw, the pics still turned out well..hehe
My classmates and Jason sweetheart
warmed up real quick..
and anyway, it wasnt much of a surprise
since they have seen him quite a number of times
when he came to my class at sch..
But this was the first time we all joked together
and laughed together..
it really brought all of us closer..

Some had regrets abt what happened that night..
Be it them showing their true selves to others..
or sharing secrets that they didnt wanna tell..
But all i have to say is..
that its all ok..
cuz all that matters in the end
is that we all have learnt from our mistakes and moved on..

Spent the night taking a nap with my baby at the beach..
and with the frequent walks to the toilet
that was soo damn far away
and with the continued BBQ session
in the middle of the night at arnd 4 or 5 plus..
where my baby was helping to cook the food..
and napping again..

it was an eventful outing/bbq/get together..
whatever you wanna call it..
I jus had a GREAT TIME!
and to be honest..
I think this is BY FAR
the BEST outing I have had with a class before!

Went back the next day day..
tired and sleepy to Jason sweetie's place
i napped for awhile there..
met his mum for the 2nd time..
she reminds me of one of my friend's mum..
but a much nicer version..
anw, his mum is really sweet..
jason was still sleeping and she asked me to eat something
and even put aside some cash when i refused
in the end i had some fried fish soup which his mum bought

And ohhh!
i have to say jason's UBER cute when sleeping
when i tried waking him up..
he was soo sleepy..
that he muttered "huh? mummy?" with half opened eyes..
soo adorableeeee!! hahaha
then i tried waking him up again numerous other times
cuz i had to leave soon..
even though i didnt want to..
but he jus didnt wake up..
when i finally did manage to do that..
he was still soo sleepy and tired
that he nearly went back to sleep again..
lucky thing i said it was already 4 pm..
or else i'll bet he'll still continue sleeping..
and i'll be looking at my baby sleeping
and smiling away..
hMm..actually i think i did that..
hahaha.

Anw, my baby gave me a letter
and a 6th mthsary prezzie..
it was funny! and cute!
hahahaha.

i'll post a pic up soon so that you can see what it is =)

So here's the bad part to my almost perfect week..
MY lappie crashed!!!
jus like Mars one did on the last day of sch!
The stuuupiddd lappie cannot detect windows!
Fucking hell!

Am pissed off!
At the comp..
and AT myself
for not listening to Mars!
she told me to save my project at my email at least
so if the same thing happens to mine..
it wouldnt be so bad..

Whats worse is that..
I have sooo many pics in there of my friends
and my babyyyy!
and all my songs..and movies..

And another sad part is that
I did a 6th month anniversary post for Jason
but i did it on my microsoft word in my lappie
and now its all gone..
*sighs*

but even that aint so bad..

BUT BUT BUT..
MY PP PROJECT IS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALREADY DID LIKE soo mannnyyy pages of it and
MY reference copy is in it too
and so is all of my research!
And THE EFFING deadline is SEPT 9!
I REALLY hope that i wldnt have to be doing it on my bday too!
NOW i seriously would have to be up all day and night doing it..
Life jus sucks at times doesnt it?

Oh well..i've heard that for every 1 moment of happiness..
there's bound to be 10 moments of sadness..

but that shouldnt stop you from being happy..
=D

*to Jason,
Babyy!
thanks for everything..
I love you!!
you make me happyyy!!
and go weeeeeeee!
hehehe*

please believe me again at 11:22 AM