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Friday, November 23, 2007
Over the days..
did some thinking..
so here goes..
no matter what happens..
i can't stop changes..
i need to let them happen..
if people change...
so be it..
either accept it or move away..
Maybe someone may be so darn close to you now..
and then just because you cannot relate to them..
and someone else relates better to them at that point in time
and you need that person then..
you might drift away from the ones you are close to..
Is 90% bigger or is 10% bigger?
Is 3 years bigger or is 1 mth bigger?
I think it matters not..
Even if you know someone for 3 years..
it is not necessary that you would be closer to that person
Even if you know someone for 1 mth..
it is not necessary that you would not know what the person is like..
inside and out..
I care about the ones I love too much
Is that wrong?
Is being there for your friends that wrong?
Ok..if it isnt..
why is it that, that whenever I try to be close to them..
they somehow..someway tend to move away..
no reasons..
just silence..
and then..disappearance..
for me..its disappointment..
but oh well..
guess its alrite.. =)
please believe me again at 2:03 PM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
Are you afraid of being that close to me?
Why are you suddenly moving away from me?
Its like suddenly things arent the same as it was before..
You arent as close to me anymore..
I was important in your life once..
you missed me and now do you even care if anything happens to me?
I dont think you do..
you wont..i noe..
But its ok..i'll always care..
i'll always be there..
i'll keep that word of mine to you!
ALWAYS! =D
i look at her and i do not know her
that girl who is crying over spilt milk..
I saw her once, head held high, draped in silk..
and now I see her face drenched in tears
for she dares tell noone of her fears
her friends do not realise she isnt fine
they just can't read between the lines
now she lays in bed
its tweleve past three
she's not feeling fed
nor is she feeling free
puts her hand across her chest
and now she swears
i'm never making the same mistake lest..
her heart shatters and her white flag tears
once again
like on repeat
i feel the pain
its only now she takes a seat
=D
please believe me again at 11:26 PM
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
Rumors..why do people believe hear-says??
"I heard that he is a playboy.."
"I heard that she is a bitch.."
Why believe things people say
and judge someone based on that..
when you dont know the person personally
to even confront the person on the matter..
Ok..now..what if you know that person
and you hear rumours about that person?
would you throw it aside..maybe confront the person..
or would you believe it?..
I for one wouldn't believe it..
but I'm human afterall..
and at times I do believe it
when cirumstances make it beliveable..
yet at the end of it all..
I realise still..that you should never doubt the ones you noe..
maybe when they behave in such a manner
which makes you doubt them
cuz they suddenly seem like strangers..
doubt them..but confront them..
be their crutch!
cuz maybe is it just then that they have lost themselves..
=D
please believe me again at 12:18 AM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
When you are really sick..
and delusional..
and you want something so badly..
you dream of the impossible.. =)
well..I'm just saying..hehe
<3
please believe me again at 8:50 PM
Y
Friday, November 02, 2007
Class just downright sucks!!
Need I say more??!!
School and drama!
argh!!
Boys!!
*sighs*
Friends = <3>
:)
please believe me again at 12:04 AM