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Thursday, January 18, 2007
Since i havn't updated in awhile here's EVERYTHING u need to noe! =)
15th January~~~~~~~~~~
well..JUS when u think everything is going ur way..
things jus get screwed up don't they..
on Mondae this week..
I sorta asked Melvin out since he was flirting wif me so much
N also since whenever he sorta asked me out
i wld change the topic of our conversation..
So on that dae Priya came down to see me..
She was soo sweet n tried giving me a surprise and all..
N the security guard was asking me..
why was i so happy..and jumping around..
DID i win a lottery or smth?..N i told him..
NO..my best fren is coming down..
N i was soo happy to see her..
Oh..and Wei Yun also came down after that..
So Melvin walked past me..and flirted as usual..
N then when he was walking back..i asked him..
wad he was doing this fri..i mean thursdae..(yess..i get tongue tied around him..LOL)
N then Ling from I.E. goes..
ah..ah..ah..flirting ah..right infront of me summore..
supposed to work and wad are u doing?..flirting ah..
N i was so embarassed..i smiled at Ling..
N Melvin looked at my face n smiled n then looked at Ling and smiled..
N then looked at me..and said..I dunno..I'll see first la..
n then he and I both walked away..TOTAL embarassment i tell u!
worst part is..after tt i heard he is attached!!!! N he still can FLIRT!
WAD AN ASS! CAN'T BE FAITHFUL??
Like wad Mahes says..these daes ah..ONE isn't enuf..
N these guys who KNOW that they are good looking
will flirt like nobody's business..jus cuz they noe they can..
ArGh! I HATE MELVIN for that!!!! SUCH AN ASSHOLE!
but such a small cute ass he has..ok..forgetting abt his ass
and his DAMN good looks..N hot attitude..
N his sexy hott gruff voice and the way he walks so suavely..
HE IS AN ASSHOLE! =))
16th January~~~~~~~~~~~~
N then on that dae i think..or was it tuesdae..
this security guard asked me for my number..
N wad da hell was i thinking??..I mean he is super friendly and all..
BUT still..i gave my number..so dumb of me..actually i was jus being nicee..
noone likes being rejected u noe..so yea..i gave it..
N i answered his second call..while pretending to be sleeping..
n then he was like srry and all n put down the phone..
I am SO NOT gonna answer his calls again!..jus EWWWW..
17th January~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
N then ystdae..i was like talking to michelle..
who is my paRtner..AMANDA's fren!
she works at I.E. so we talked and all..
N i was going on and on and on abt Melvin..
I have a SERIOUS crush on tt guy man..
And i was telling her who are all the guys who flirt wif me at work..
I told her..this cleaner flirts wif me..
and that security guard also likes me..
and that Melvin also flirts wif me..
and some guy from cargo i think also flirts wif me..
and the list goes on and on..
N she was like telling me..
whoa..u can attract guys from cleaners to security guards
to even salesmen to even customers..
And she told me..u attract guys who are mostly indians and malays..
and some mixed ones..like Melvin who is apparently..
punjabi mixed chinese..HOT COMBO!!!!
Aniwaes..i told michelle that it was difficult to attract chinese guys
who work here..but i can try sumtime..N we had a huge laugh abt it..
We were like slacking so much that dae..
Aniwae..
Melvin and Isacc(who has this paul two hill hairstyleand is SOO DAMN TALL)
and some other guy who i later found out his name is Anthony..
were all standing at the counter next to Melvin's counter
and when i turned and saw them..ALL their eyes were on me
AND they stopped TALKING..and started smiling at me..
CREEPY i tell U!..like as though they were talking ABT ME like that..
After tt happened for abt three times..
that Anthony guy who i have only smiled at
and still havn't even said hello to him b4..asked me out for todae..
N i told him..i'm gg out wif my frens..maybe swimming or gym or shopping..
i dunno yet..N he told me where he was staying n he asked me where i stayed..
N then he was telling me he wasn't dg anything todae..N told to sms him sumtime
if i was ever near bugis..N i was like..yea..n looked away..
N he asked me for my number..N i didn't know wad to do..N gave it..
N after keying in my hp number into his hp..he was like..ur name??
N i was like thinking..wad an ass..asked me out even b4 knowing my NAME..
N then he smsed me saying this is my number afterwards..
I think he is malay mixed chinese..he is kinda cute la..thats why i gave my number..
but i told him not to call me so much..N he said no prob..
Well one thing IS for SURE..i am NEVER going out wif HIM..EVER!
----Oh..and another thing..my workplace is haunted..some ppl got possesed,,spooky!!!..actually it was VEYR SCARY!!!..*tears*------
All the wrong ppl are asking for my number..
I want Melvin to ask for my number...
But he is jus fooling around..haish..
SO i guess I have got to fool around too..N have fun..
the good thing is I don't have a boyfren..
So its ok for me to flirt..LOL..but he has to stop it..
I guess we'll see how things go tmr..
when i see Melvin and also maybe a few ppl i dun wanna see
who have my number..LOL..
By the time i leave the place where i work..
I think i would excel in flirting..LOL..
Aniwaes..I saw Dhinesh and Karthik ystdae..
So UNEXPECTEDLY on my way to work..
omG! i really miss them..especially Karthik..
never see him for SO LONG
N he was like soo shocked on that dae when he saw me..
cuz he didn't see me for so long
N also cuz he thought i looked damn nicee..
It was soo sad that i cldn't stay and talk to them..
cuz i was alrd late for work..so i had to go..
To sumone..:
Its true that you haven't been talkin to me properly..
N its true that maybe you are alwaes the last to noe wad went on at work..
N its True that you havn't been able to go out wif me..
N yea..our phone conversations are getting shorter..
N u do have to rush off all the time..thats true too..
Its true that maybe u're not alwaes there when i'm in deep shitt..
so u can't help..
N yea..u do seem disconnected wif my life..
N i noe u are srry abt all these and MORE..
I noe u are really srry abt all the things u can't do for me..
like i can do for u..N i'm telling u its ok..cuz i understand..
Maybe u dun show it as much as u used to..
But don't u ever EVER feel that u aren't a good best friend to me..
cuz as far as things go..I noe that u luv me..N u'll alwaes be there for ME..
N i luv U! Nomatter wad..U noe i'll alwaes LOVE U!
So I'm just letting u noe..that its ok..Alright??
18th January~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ok..continueing..
todae..i went to the gym and had a tiring but good time..
ate kway teow and drank fruit juice..
Ate a honey stick..N drank a milkshake..
N i went to check out a few bags
perfumes and ALSO WENTWORTH MILLER..
I checked out the price to rent out the whole of season of PRISON BREAK!
N it ONLY cost 16.50..so i think i'll be borrowing it tmr afternoon after work!
CAN'T WAIT! HE'S SOO HOT!!!
And todae after going out i came back home
and rested for awhile and then when online..
I chatted wif a few ppl..
N whoa! i got BLOWN away wif the TRUTH..
sumone told me sumthing..i DID not EXPECT to hear AT ALL!
I mean in truth..I went thru the same..
but i never said a thing abt it..So noone knew..
only my closeset of closest frens knew..
N then I started working..N Melvin served as a huge distraction..
N now..I've a crush on Melvin..so the other feeling is all forgotten..
like jus a faded memory..which i do not wish to bring alive..
for there is a heart so pure and true and which is faithful
and unwavering of its trust and love..that i cannot do anything..
but stay silent..so i did..N now..this happens..N now..i am confused..
I dunno wad to do..But i shall jus stay silent and see where this goes..
Till another dae..With another disaster..
Wif some Truths..And some Lies..N Maybe wif a lil' Hope..
C ya!
=))))
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
well..went to vivo..TANGS..my workplace..
even though i had no work todae..
jus to see my paRtner n help her
wif some stuff n show her how to get around the place..
Mahes n her bestie Niki..were coming there too..
So i decided to give my paRtner..Amanda..
a lil' sweet SuRpRisE!!!
I even told Melvin about the surprise..
N he gave me such a sweet cute smile
when i told him abt the surprise..LOL..
N he sorta asked me out again..
N i made him repeat the qn..3 times..
cuz i cldn't quite hear him..LOL
then after that i guess he must have felt like a loser or smth..
cuz i changed the subject..just like the last time he sorta asked me out..LOL
N his attention todae was soo much more on me then my frens..
N he trys making a good impression on all my frens..
WTH is up wif that??..hahaxz..
N we coincidentally kept on bumming into each other the entire dae..
first it was at the staff entrance..then at I.E. n then at I.E. again..
N then at Banquet..
MAHES ah..she ah..kept on STARING at Melvin only..
N even checked out his small cute ASS!!!
still can tell me how small n cute his ass is summore!
LOL..
n Niki was like saying that he is quite skinny..
N then later at Banquet..we made fun of him kinda thing..
ALL of us..AMANDA..MAHES..NIKI n I had tonns of FUNN!
n since we saw his back view at Banquet..we analysed it..
coming to a conclusion that he has a swimmer's body..
So he must swim..LOL..
N AMANDA tried the chicken rice at Banquet..N omG!
she luved it! jus like i thought she would!
Its DAMN GOOD! I'm gonna have it TMR! YAY!..
Oh..I also got Mahes a job at I.E.! hopefully she gets it! =)
oOh..N MAHES got a DRESS ppl..A DRESS!..LOL..
it was from a HOT place called "RED"!..hahaxz..
N Niki and Mahes n I wanted to play at the playground but it was WET
PLUS..it was raining N PLUS PLUS we jus cldn't use the equipment there for NUTS!..LOL..
SOO MANY funny incidents happened at VIVO!
Oh..n everyone who knew me at my workplace..talked to me..
the security guards..THAT cleaner dude..N sum ppl i dunno the name of YET..
N IM(the malay gal)..Xue Ying..Joycelyn..N of course MELVIN! LOL
He's such an asshole! HE smokes! N he lied! WTH!..nvm..
N he still flirts wif me a lil..but it seems..he's getting more serious wif me..
WHO NOES wad might happen in the next mth i'm still working there..
maybe SOMETHING..or maybe NOTHING..I prefer SOMETHING..LOL..
okies..well i've got work in the morning..from 11am to 5pm..
N my bestie..Priya said she'd try her best to drop by..
Hopefully she does..I miss her soo much!!!
To Priya:
I LUV U!..
I REALLY REALLY DO LUV U!..MUACKS! =))
well time to sleep..LOL..
nitezZ everyone! =))
please believe me again at 11:25 PM
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
So i havn't been updating for quite sometime..
Wad can i say??..been busy wif work..
Work tiring as usual..
Melvin still shakes hands wif me
N flirts wif me as usual..
N i still slack on my job
N think abt MELVIN alot!..as usual..LOL
N i still continue meeting interesting people
and exchanging numbers wif them n getting to noe them
n also their personal lifes as usual..
OH..n i found out the other dae that the STARBUCKS
eye candy is still working there..WHEEE..
N when i went to BK to get food the other night
when i was working..i didn't take off my nametag..
and as that person puts it..I was.."disturbed" yet again..
DAMN..i'll never forget this guy..
HE is robbing me of my sleep..
making me want to ALWAES look good when i go to work..
IS the LAST person i think abt when i sleep at night..
N the FIRST person i think abt when i get up in the morning..
I can't get him outta my mind..it's like i'm obsessed!..N i am NOT!
HIS eyes..HIS smile..HIS hand..HIS voice..HIS laughter..HIS everything..
jus leaves me soo VULNERABLE n tongue twisted..
N this butterflies in my stomach..breath caught in the throat feeling
i alwaes get when i see him..KILLS me..
IT NEEDS TO STOP..
I NOE!..
BUT i DON'T WANT IT TO..
i'm tired of this..*sighs*
MY feet is killing me..its hurting soo bad!..
N AMBHIGA n I are hitting things off..weirdly enuf..
she said "u're hot woman"..to me..which soo totally reminded me of SEXY mahes..
AND tt reminded me of my bestie..
she told me she'll try n visit me next week..N i really hope she does..
I need to SEE her..n show her around the place i work..
N have FUN wif her..n JUS BE..cuz i miss her that MUCH!..
I helped my paRtner get a job at I.E. ystdae afternoon..
but she's like sorta on probation..
I'm gonna do ALL that i can so that she'll be working across me..
I miss her like CRAZY!..
IF she finally works opposite me..
I'll have sumone who'll help me out no matter wad happens at work..
N i need her for that..
I JUS LUV MY FRENS!..
n a small lil teensy weensy fact is tt i shld learn to treat my parents better..
i never got that right when i was a lil kid..N till now..i still havn't got it right yet..
CHANGE..i guess thats wad life is all about..smth is alwaes being thrown at u..
N u alwaes have to DEAL..
that's LIFE..
ItS one hell of a roller coaster ride..filled wif laughter..tears..heart breaks..N fun..
N all those people you meet along teh way are there to help u..get by day by day..=))
please believe me again at 1:23 AM
Y
Saturday, January 06, 2007
i watched LOVE ACTUALLY jus now..
N omG! its sOOO NICEEE!
when HUGH GRANT was dancing to this song
n shaking his ass..i was thinking abt that sumone's cute ass!!!
LOL..
then when i thought abt that..i was like..
DAMN..even when I'm watching a movie
i can't get my mind of that person..
N then..the song TOO LOST IN YOU by sugababes played!
this whole thing is SOOO wrong!!!
i better make a move in..N i only have a month
to do what i came here to do..
asshole or not..it'll be fun..LOL..
Work's tmr from 5 to 10..
Got to plan things out tonite for tmr..hehexz..
N i'm sure as hell gonna take my chances on this one..
AM dead bored now..wish i could go out..
or at least have sumone to go out wif..haizz..
OR..meybe i shld just freak myself out a lil..
N think abt my screwed up Os n mails from polys..
I've been procastinating the opening of those mails..
for soO long now..i guess i better figure out smth soon..
AnD all i've been eating are chocolates since morning..
I better get some actual FOOD in me..
alrite then..see y'all!..
please believe me again at 2:11 PM
Y
Friday, January 05, 2007
HEY EVERYONE..
I havn't been updating for a
very very very long long longggggg time..
WELL wif work n outing wif my frens..
i never get the time..
I miss all my galfrens..
but they came to see me at work..
which was soo sweet of them..
i totally luv them for that..
a CERTAIN sumone..is the only person who has been
running in my head these past few weeks!
DAMN is he hOtT!
n he is frigging cuteee!
HE flirted wif me ystdae..
N where were my flirting skills..
one look at him..N i jus cldn't flirt back..damn it la..
his gorgeous eyes..killer!
N the way he shakes my hand..
EVERYTHING ABT HIM!..
goodness..i really really need to get a grip on myself..
So he's darn hot n cutee..n he is 23..
wad wld he want wif me??
it feels soo wrong!
haizz,,
aniwaes..i spoke to sapna todae..
she works wif melvin..
N todae was melvin's off dae..
so sapna was there..
she's damn funny!
sapna's 22 n she studying accounting
while working part time for a mth..
N joycelyn who works at I.E.
is damn nicee oso..
she's studying interior desining n all
n she's working part time at I.E. rt now..
n actually everyone at TANGS
is soo friendly..ACTUALLY too friendly..
at times its scary..but wad the heck..i like it,,
i also got to noe this new gal who
jus started working at I.E.
her name's xue ying..
she's 17..n she's jus like me..
Got to noe this fitting room lady
her name is Yim..
okok..i admit..i dunno how to spell it..
she took her O levels at the same time as us..but private..
n she's working there too..
Zhouhua( my ex classmate) is also selling chocolates upstairs..
on the second floor at TANGS..
I luv working..N todae i went to work 40 mins late..
got kinda scolded..but it was ok..
Met amir todae..
he's not wad i imagined him to be..
but still ok la..not bad..
I still prefer the cute malay guy
working at starbucks..but i havn't seen him
for quite a while now..
SOO SADD..
oh..i also cut my hair kinda short
n dyed it brown..
next is piercing my ears for a second earhole!
okies..aniwaes..i'm tired..
so i'm off to go watch
THE BEAUTY SHOP!
take care y'all!
NUFF LOVE!
MUACKS!
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