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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Am sick! lalalamy voice is funnyjason says its sexy.. -___-when i say RP..it sounds like armpit hahahahaand when i say asshole..apparently it sounds like ash-holdsanjay ahhh..tsktsk..and gaya says it gives me a good reason to insult my sch without meaning toNOW THAT..i likeee! hehehejason's the sweetest!he makes me believe in myselfeven when i find it sooo hard to believe in myself especially when i know i cant do well in something cuz i really have no knowledge about it..which is my fault..but with him believing in mei started to try believing in myself too!andddd...my UT didnt seem so hard when i did!i managed to do it cuz of my classmate jun xian's helphe taught me the basics of chem real quicki ought to learn from him more often..he really IS good at teaching!ANDDD Jason actually surprised me by coming to my sch and waiting for me outside my class last thursday!IT WAS REALLY AWESOMEEE!i really missed him like CRAZY!which made the moment more sweeter!and i guess i kinda surprised him too cuz i came out of the ladies when he was sneaking past my class!thankfully my class ended early that day!gosh! i jus ran into his arms when i saw him!i jus didnt wanna let go..hahaand my classmates were really GREAT!with them clapping and cheering him on to enter the classcuz he was TOO SHYY!my sweetie is soo shyy all the time! and i find it oh-so-adorable!*jason makes a face and shakes his head*lalala..hahaha..gosh! i'm bored!!Anw, that day was absolutely AWESOME POSSUMMMM!!and ystday he came to see me after my class ended jus cuz i was sicki felt soo bad that he did that though..he was soo tired n sleepy..that he even snoozed off for awhile when i was doing my work uphe looked soo cutteee sleeping..but it made me feel sad..STOOPIDD FATIGUE!cant you just leave him alone?wadever did he do to you?*BLEAGHHHH* I HATE YOU!! STOOPID STOOPID FATIGUE!gooo awayyy!! and leave him aloneeee!ok..on a brighter note..that baby boy of mine surprised me with flowers!!and they were rosessss! MY FAVVV! =)GOSH! they are GORGEOUSSS!!velvety and soft and smooth and that scent!!lalala..i just love ROSES!and I love my sweetheart even more than them!hahahagosh! i miss him!cant wait for Friday! =)
every min with him is just so lovelyi just wish everything will go fine for us..i really do! =)
please believe me again at 10:48 PM
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
So school's started..and its been great!
3rd week now..
my classmates are fun!
and i dont really have a racist problem now
as compared to the previous class i was in!
gosh! that was terrible!
i barely stayed in class half the time cuz of that..
oh well..thank god thats over.
New classmates are AWESOME.
we have fun together..
tease each other..
and recently we have even began playing some games together
during our long long breaks..
ALL thanks to Sherman! =)
I absolutely love monday's lesson..
its not cuz the module is molecular cell biology(MCB)
which is partially true..
but mostly its cuz of my teammates..
they are fun..we joke arnd and yet we manage to get our work done well
AND we ACTUALLY understand it..haha
But having a great time with my classmates
doesnt mean i dont have time for my other friends..
which has just been GREAT!
there's this perfect balance which i never had
when I was with this bunch of people who loved to sit on their throne
that Nee,Rio and I formed (AUPU)..hehehe..sounds darn funny!
I'm so glad that I moved away from them and got to know Nee
and SOO MANY others..
Everything just somehow fell into place after that..
and I wldnt give it up for the world!
Now, Jason's started work
am missing him now more than ever..
but its okay..i'll figure something out =)
(NEE! GAYA! let's make a plan!)
I'm really proud of him for everything that he's doing
really really am! =)
And I know I can be a bitch sometimes (jason frowns reading this)
okok..fine..i'll take that back..happy? (jason nods his head and smiles )
haha..
he's been great no matter what I might say or do..
LOVE YA sweetheart!
having no school on wednesdays = i'm bored!
oh..yeah! got PP to do!
need help! need help!
7th may is the deadline
and my personal deadline is next week..
*sighs*
gotta get it done..
and my first freaking UT of this sem is next tuesday!!!
its on chemistryyy!
sucky module!
i need help!
i dont understand anything in it!
ArGh!
Time to bring my GPA up up UP!
okay..enough complaining..haha
life's great! =)
please believe me again at 1:31 PM
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
So here's my wishes once sch reopens
1- meet Jason more often! (weekdays and weekends if possible)
2- meet my sec sch frens and outside frens more
3- hope everything will go smoothly once sch reopens
and i wouldnt feel as crappy as how i felt when last semester had ended
4-study hard??..yes yes..study hard! do my pp! and all my other stuff (whatever they are)
and lastly...
SEE JASON MORE OFTEN! hahaha
cant help it!
am missing him alot alot ALOTTTT!!!
=)
please believe me again at 3:42 AM