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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
First day of orientation..
HmM..it wasn't so bad like i thought it'll be..
N people in poly are so damn different
from the people in my secondary sch..
I really like it there..Everything's soo much better..
Even my mum seems to think that I look much happier there
instead of when i was in secondary school..
N i think its really true! =)
My facililator was really nicee,,
N my teammates are really what you can call teammates..
When one says something, the others support
N everyone plays a part and we encourage each other..
Its not like how in sec sch everyone pushes the leader to get things done..
Its even funny how i was the leader for my group..hahaxz..
The presentation went on great!
Every group had a different idea or somewhat had things to add on..
We had debates which lead us to realise that there are many answers to a qn..
N in some cases the qn is for us to find out n define..
Eventually, one team in the class won the best grp for their presentation
and got cookies! N then the teacher turned to me
and said and "this is for the girl with the nice voice" and gave me pringles..LOL!
I soo totally didn't expect it at all!
Met new people and made new friends!
Tmr is Orientation day 2-water games! LOL!
Hope all goes well! =)
Then how am i going to talk to u??
I try and i try..I call u..n u are asleep..
U say u'll call me back..
but u nvr do..
U say u'll msg me..
But then again you don't..
Ask u why..
U say u are too busy..
I'm guessing u either forgot or u didn't bother..
Yet u tell me that u miss me..
How can i trust u?
How can i believe u?
N i guess its true that u're busy..
But i don't really feel like you think abt me..
Its almost sadd..
I never thought i'd feel this way so soon again..
I guess this is jus not meant to be for me..
you're better off without me and so am I..
being frens tho is gr8..
maybe we shld just remain that..
Forget about all those ystdaes
And get lost in this feeling..
with love.. =))
please believe me again at 11:57 PM
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Friday, April 06, 2007
So i went to town wif anastasia and partner on tuesdae..
Went to town after a very long time!
And went taka to eat my fav custard donuts!
N also the tori-Q bento! YUM YUM!
i wanted to pig out there! but..didn't..LOL
N partner still luvs the NUM bag..n i think the bag is GORGEOUS!
Speaking of bags..i have to go shopping for a poly bag now
and i need to shop shop for more new clothes (without draining my bank account)
Cuz i got into republic poly!
Will be doing the materials science course there..
But since my parents already paid for my mass comm course in MDIS..
I have to do that course too..haizz..
God! not working and getting your own money feels weird now..
Cuz i'll have to get money from my parents again..
I hate being dependent!
U say this isn't the end..
Will things work out?
I dunno if i can trust u..
What if i fall once again?
I dunno who i can count on now except myself
Will i be able to pick myself up?
the past is what moulds you to be who u are todae..
Will i be able to move on without ever looking back?
Contradictory notions and an awful lot of questions..
really lead u nowhere..
Maybe i should give things a shot..
Forget about the past..
Get swept up in this feeling..
But maybe..these things just seem too good to be true..
And i'm afraid that they probably are..
Happiness only lasts a moment..
Jus wish it'll last forever..
please believe me again at 9:34 PM
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
one chapter of ur life ends n another begins..
leaving work ystdae was one of the most saddest things
that has ever happened..
with alot of them saying their goodbyes to me
n all those hugs n kisses n forget-me-nots
n exchanging of emails n handphone numbers
IT WAS SOO SADDD!
Ling asked me to be her model so that she could
do her works on me n then do a photoshoot
n then make it into a portfolio for me..for FOC!
Which is soo unlike her..she's really sweet!
Rudilie invited me to the philipines!
N as for the others they have asked me out
either to attend one function or another of theirs..
or jus to hang out..
N i never felt this way when i was leaving secondary school..
But only after being at work for 3 to 4 mths..
i am actually feeling sad for leaving..
ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES N BAD ONES!
I MISS THEM ALL!
Next big chapter is going to SCHOOL!
MDIS..HmM..i guess it'll be ok..
especially since a few of my frens from work are going there
N a few of my other frens are also going there..
So i'll see them around school.. =)
But getting to noe new people n making the right decisions..
IS never that easy as it looks..
But i guess it's all jus part n parcel of life..
One chapter of ur life closes N another opens..
Sometimes..we sail through it easy N sometimes not quite..
U learn from your mistakes and move on..
N there will alwaes be those who care to guide u along the way =)
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! =))
well..not really..LOL..
please believe me again at 2:06 PM