Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

*this is for B.M*
*take this as our 6th mth anniversary entry
since the actual one is now lost in my lappie*
P.S* I LOVE YoU! =)

i read all the letters you have given me tonight
and as i read them all i have to say is this

from the moment we first met
i thought you were the best
you made me laugh from the bottom of my heart
made me forget all my cares and worries

i do not know when we got together
but i dont really care either
lets just take it as the day our eyes first met each other
12/2/08

thats the day i'll never forget
thats the day i started saving up all the smses you sent me
not even letting one get deleted
cuz i wanna hold on to every memory
good or bad it doesnt matter
cuz all i remember is the good

baby love, i dont want this to ever end..
i cant bear to watch if what we build goes down in vain..
i want it to last for a lifetime if not more till eternity
i wanna be yours always and forever
dont want any other

i dont want riches or fame
all i want is you just like you want me all the same
i need you love..
and always remember in good times or in bad..
i'll still be here for you..

my love for you knows no bounds
and to you my heart will be forever bound
how much i love you scares me at times
cuz i nvr thought i'd ever fall this deep

my fears and tears at times get so bold
i stumble in the cold

but through it all

i know you'd never let me fall

and always keep me warm

even if it all goes wrong
with you by my side
i know we'll pull through it
with our hearts singing a song

from your laughter, to your jokes
to the way you sleep, to your hugs
i miss you my darling..
soo damn much..

if i could repeat wednesday night again..
i would do it a million times over..
jus for the sweet memories..
and to be able to fall asleep by your side again..

~i love you!~

goodnight world =)

i have the best bf ever..
and he's not only my bf..
but my best friend =D

please believe me again at 1:04 AM