Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

Well these days i really have nothing much to update about
just that life is good
even when it gets downright sucky at times
and thats all cuz of my love..

i can be downright "silly"
as he puts it..
and jus plain annoying at times i guess..
hehe..
but he still bares with it all..

And he makes even my worst days into the best days
and i loveee him for that!
LOVE LOVEEEE lovEeee you JASON!! =)

i just hope asal is doing fine..
been days since i've spoken to her
i really dont think she is fine at all..
even though she may appear to be so..
*sighs*

and i hope i can really meet up with amrit soon!
and i gotta go shopping with feefa real soon too!

i need to get prezzies for my dear amrit and feefa..
but i'm broke..
its ok though.. =)

and next week wednesday..
my cute 9 yr old cuzzie has made plans with me..
she treats me like i'm her sister
and it feels weird that she looks up to me..
i guess..i never really thought about
or even knew how much i meant to that lil girl
i actually dont even think my bro looks up to me that way..
the thing is..it jus feels weird that she looks up to me..
cuz i dont think i am all that great anyway..
but i will definitely try my best to be the best i can be for her..

that sweet lil girl is always soo lonely..
being an only child with your parents not being around most of the time..
is really hard on her..
and so she has booked me during the june hols as well..
she wants me to stay over for a few days..
how sweet! =)
ahhh! i just love having a lil sister! hehe

ohoh! my classmates and i took pics the other day..
shall upload them here when i have the time..

my sweetheart and i also went to changi airport
on wednesday..
that day was filled with ups and downs
with lots of memories and first times..
lovedddd that day..
might put up pics soon.. =)

thats all for now..
ciao! =)

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