ME
riina
18
luvs hanging out wif her frens
N luvs chatting wif them online
N luvs talking to them on the phone
SHE luvs her frens to the core! =))
N can't live wifout them
Sometimes difficult to understand
Fun-loving
Easy-going
Temperamental too..
Pessimist on the regular..hehexz..
The more you know..The more you don't know
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
gosh!
this is not easy!
dreams of you have been happening
four days in a row now
making me miss you more terribly then ever
when i get up
and not talking to you?
that's harder!
i look at your smses, pics, stuff
but its not enough
i still miss your voice, your presense
should i break it?
well i still wanna know
(even though i kinda already know what it feels like)
how it'll feel when you're not there at all
i wanna know how much more i'll miss you
and how much it'll ache to not have you there
maybe it'll give me time to think about stuff too
but it makes me wonder how you're dealing with it..
is it any easier for you?
whatever are you thinking about when i'm not there..hMm..
*sighs*
i need to breathe!
just breathe!
for now..
i'll just have to give it time..
my mind's going on overdrive thinking about you
feel like i'm gonna have a headache..
maybe i should just try to sleep properly..
yess! sleep!
i should try sleeping at 12am instead of 6am
but seriously though what's the point
when you miss someone way too much
to the point that you become like a zombie?
lalalala!
can't help it
just can't!
will i have the strength to fight?
will you still be there after it all goes down?
after everything i throw at you?
i dont want you to ever cry
i feel like i'm the reason for those tears
and i dont want to be
i want to be the reason for your laughter and your smile
i wanna be with you through all the good and the bad
and i'll hold on till my fingers bleed
no matter how hard it gets
but then again it's easier said than done..
please believe me again at 2:38 PM
