Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

stuck on repeat right now..

please please please
i pray
dont let the things that arent supposed to happen happen
we have dreams
who's to fulfill them?
who knows?
all i know is that

this is real, this is good
it warms the insides just like it should
but most of all, most of all
its built to last
(this song is real nice by melee called built to last)

anyway..
all i wanna say is..
i love my frens
they give me strength when i am down
this goes out to neeraj and jason and sanjay for now
and all my galfrens like amrit,fifa and asal

asal: love, you're the one who always tells me things like they are. you give me the harsh reality holding nothing back and you stand by me and care.

fifa:darling, you're the one who can read me like a book and tell me when i'm living a lie which i know i am at times and you make me face it. you always just want me to be happy and ou know how it feels.

amrit: you dont even know the existance of this blog but seeing you after a year..i'll remember the good and the bad times i've had with you. our silent fights that brought us closer. you accept me for who i am. the good and the bad and bear with it. i love you for that.

neeraj: i was hesitant at first. but as i got to know you better, you became someone i could count on to share my problems and complicated situations and talking to you always made me feel better. i thank you for that and cuz of you, i met sanjay! haha. and i dont ever wanna lose you.

sanjay: nee's friend. the first time i saw you i remember the reaction of everyone not talking much around me. weird shit! but hey! getting to know you better thru msn has been great! now i know it'll be more noiser when i'm around!

jason: random! awesome! you have always showed me that you're there for me whether i need you or not..you're still there..getting to know you..taking a leap of faith..taking a risk or two..a chance..it has been great! and i nvr wanna lose you! (so far this is what i feel) =)

of course i could go on n on..but i just wanna stop here for now.
my friends are my escape and they always make me smile..
they care for me lots!
and i love them for it!
and they know how much i love them too!
muacks! and huggies!
love y'all!

anyway! meeting fifa ystday was great!
got a prezzie for someone too!
hope he likes it really!
gonna see jason on sunday!
cant wait!
gaming and fun fun fun!

i'm glad that i walked away from things that made me feel fucked up
and it was the right thing to do too
noone deserves friends who doesnt bother to understand you
and judges you even after knowing you
that just sucks!
noone deserves such a thing!

this warmth!
i want it to last!
wishes..hopes..n dreams.. =)

please believe me again at 8:39 PM