Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Monday, October 29, 2007

well talking/chatting with dhana these past few days
have been great
it made me reminisence
think abt alot of things..
about people, friends, life..
when i think about it..
some things hurt me..

my mistakes..
my choices..
my regrets..
but u shldnt regret..
if not u wont be happy..
yet its difficult..

friends..
they were once so close to you and now are so far away
you wonder if they even remeber you..
you send a sms..no reply..
people you once knew..
reply back with a who are u?
sad but true..

we no longer treasure those who were once dear to us..
who were once there for us..
why have we people become so selfish?
thinking about only ourselves?
when was it the last time you thought about someone else?
and been there for that person no matter what..
true that you cannot be at all places at once..
but you can still try to lend a ear..
would it kill us to do so even if our lives slowly become more demanding and busy?
NO..it wouldnt..
when life was so simple before..
people..strangers..who became our friends helped us get thru the days..
now as we grow up..
they change...and everyone's different..
but does anyone try to maintain the bond they once shared?
even if one person does and the other doesnt..what's the point?
it takes two hands to clap..
what has become of those friends of ours..
so busy with life that now they themselves are like strangers to us..
and the ones we expect least to remember us do..
how strangee...

relationships..
we share them with many..
strangers..our friends..our family..our beloveds..
each are different..
but they have all caused hurt in our lifes at point or another..
its never gonna stop..
when are we gonna get used to it?
well..i guess never..
but no matter how hard it gets..
we all try to make it work out in the end..
if we feel that there is hope that the relationship could be better..

Now hope..
hope and faith..
now i know those two are funny characters in the show..
but thats not what i'm gonna touch on..
hope and faith work hand in hand..
as long as you dont lose hope and faith in yourself..
and trust yourself..
no matter what happens..
you will be able to pick yourself up again and again..
even if you have fallen again and again..
nothing precedes the importance of loving yourself..
you may give up on anything..
but never ever give up on yourself..
cuz if you give up on yourself..
then noone else is gonna have hope,faith or trust in you
you are the only person who can be there for yourself 24/7
no matter what anyone else says..
that is the pure bitter truth..
believe it..

I should lighten up!
live my life!
take what may come!
cry if need be!
but be back on my two feet standing as tall as ever!
what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger! =)

please believe me again at 1:17 AM