Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

i noe i noe..
havnt been updating lately..

well alot of stuff has been happening..

went to catch a movie with joel
cut rehearsals to meet my sec sch fren amrit
I MISS HER LOADS!!
speaking of which..
I MISS MY BESTIEEEE PRIYA!!!!
made plans and more plans to go out
-with hesh
and
-with gorgeous eyes! :P

why do people think its easy for me to get guys??
its not true..
if they only knew..
if YOU only knew..

I shut myself out..
I wait in the darkness..
Pretend to be happy in the light..
But noone knows..
Dont know if I should leave
Or stay
Its pointless
Hopeless
Yet I hold on
Its dumb
I should leave
Its hard
With nothing to pick me up
when i fall..
Noone..

I found out some things..
I know why you and everyone acts that way to me now
I know you too well
You know me too well
Its hurts
The things you do
Am happy that you told me everything
I thank you!

Now I wanna bring someone to this class chalet
It serves a purpose
But I cant get anyone
Everyone's busy..

It reminds me of the past..
I am leaving..
So I tell you..
I wish you knew how much I love you
How much I miss you
And how it'll always be that way
even if you dont know it
And probably nvr will
Maybe it's better this way
Just know that I'll always miss you like the desert needs the rain..
Walk on by my pretty lullaby..
But I hate that I love you so..

Love, a dreadful bond, yet so easily severed

I hope hesh can make it..really
Since someone else cant..
I have noone else to ask..
Am hoping to leave it..
the past.

Live a life of happiness
Or a life of meaning
One cant have both
When you live a life of happiness
You have to live in the present
Should nvr look back upon your past
When you live a life of meaning
Your past will torment you
For you will try to make things of your past right again
In it there's purpose of your present/future

In a mere mth and a half..
I nvr knew you
Though I thought I did
You nvr knew me
Though you thought you did

Within a mere 2 weeks to a mth
I knew YOU
I realise it now
But its a lil too late
You knew me
and you tried to convince me
I nvr listened
You asked..
I declined.
A stupid thing to do!
Now I regret my decision
but life is too short for regrets right?

Time..
It will make things better..
=)

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