ME
riina
18
luvs hanging out wif her frens
N luvs chatting wif them online
N luvs talking to them on the phone
SHE luvs her frens to the core! =))
N can't live wifout them
Sometimes difficult to understand
Fun-loving
Easy-going
Temperamental too..
Pessimist on the regular..hehexz..
The more you know..The more you don't know
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Monday, August 06, 2007
Today was one hell of a day.
Decisions to make. (whether or not to go for the chalet)
Choices to understand. (why he is acting the way he is now)
Holding back tears. (I want to cry for the way he is behaving towards me now. It hurts alot)
Pretending to be happy. (I dont want anyone to worry. I hope the denial would someday turn real.)
Resistance to temptation. (I want to drink. But I know I shouldnt. I want to flirt. But then again..its not right. Not right now anyway. I want to find love again. But I'm not ready.)
Being there for a friend. (Not taking anything to heart. And being the one to console even though they need space.)
And one song to help me get through it all. (Oh..the love!)
Its gwen stefani's 4 in the morning.
Nice song.
So meaningful.
But it keeps me hanging on.
Holding on to things I shouldnt.
Which I should let go of.
I cant help it.
And oh..its midnight..
i'm soo hungry right now.
I could eat you up!! =))
please believe me again at 11:09 PM