Sunday!!
My mum told me that she,my dad and bro
would be coming down to see the play!
I know I should be happy
But im not
I'm kinda feeling more pressurized now
My family never judges me
But still..
Maybe its cuz I judge myself
Have too much high expectations
But deep down..
I know I am happy that they are coming
And I know they care and love me!
On monday there's external preview
And im freaking out!! =))
Saturday!!
Went out with my mummy dearest
to some Straits Times lucky draw contest
Ate with her at BK
Talked to her about stuff like class, school, drama..
But sadly I couldnt tell her anything else
Still it was nice talking to her
After it ended, which was kinda late
I dragged her to go see the Fireworks with me!!
It was awesome!!
Then went home!!



Doesnt these pictures of fireworks look GORGEOUS!!
Doesnt it make you feel alive??
Well this is not the actually pic of the fireworks..
But it looked simlar to this! AWESOMEE!!
Friday!!
Heard Suba and Abby are officially together!!
isnt that great! =))
I'm happy for them!
Mahesh was smsing me the whole entire day!
He asked me to go see the fireworks with him
But I cldnt cuz I had internal preview..haizz
Lessons ended at 11 plus
cuz Angie(our sci faci) said we didnt have to do presentation!!
and she blanjah us pizza!! YuMm yUmM!!
After class, went to support
Sasi, Karthik, Logen, Maddy, Yuvarani and all
for their drama!
Sasi's galfren Shaleen was there!
I was really happy to see them finally working things out
instead of ending things..=))
I saw Dhinesh!!
Updated him on alot of things!
GoOdnesS! I miss him alot!!
I soo wanna hang out wif him again!
Had internal preview!
After drama went home..
On the bus ride emoed
and walked home
after getting down with Isk at his stop
He was soo damn cute and funny
Trying to cheer me up only..
Even when he himself was upset over not seeing 'her'
And Isk thanks for the hug!
Really needed that! =))
I still love you dear
I wish I told you so that very night
How I felt
How I felt when you touched me
ever so slightly with your hand on my hip
ever so slightly with your lips against my cheek
But I was afraid that I'd lose you even as a friend
It was all done on a friendly gesture
But to me it all meant soo much more
Cuz that's how much I want you
That's how much I wish I could have you
I wasted another chance again
But what use will it be
even if I told you how much I love you
You are already with another
Though I can tell, you wonder
how things would have been with me..
No matter what you do
and no matter however you hurt me
I can still bear it
I dont know why but I can
But with others its not the same
Tell me why
Tell me why I love you so much
To not even care about my safety, my life
I love you
Not too long ago
I was your sweetheart
I was your darling
I was your dearest one
I was your baby
I was the one
you called beautiful
I was the one
you never wanted to make cry
And now she is your love
I wish you had given me more time
for me to show you how much I love you
Cuz I was afraid to tell you so
cuz we were soo distant then
I was afraid my words
wouldnt mean so much to you
They say time will heal all
But I dont think it'll ever be able to heal this
Cuz there are some things which will only end
When your heart stops feeling
and the pain finally takes your last breath away
Its difficult to live with this pain
When all I think about is you
Your words never forgotten by my mind
You, never forgotten by my heart
You, the bittersweet memory I'll keep
So I will try
and try again to move on..
I wonder how long will I hang on
to plain nothingness
till I finally say goodbye
Thursday!
Nothing much..
Just slacked after school
Saw the gal Jesterr liked alott
Hung out with Jesterr and her and Isk
Shana last min said she isnt gonna come
and Suba came late!
And soon enough I had to leave
Cuz I wanted to chat online with Mahesh
When I got home though..
I was really tired
Didnt do my RJ
and slept
When I woke up
I saw a convo box open and it was Mahesh's
He was like talking to himself man..soo funny!!
I kinda slept halfway while chatting with him..LOL
It ok to break a gal's heart
if you think things between you guys cannot go on..
Its ok if you cant love the gal anymore
cuz you love another..
Its better to break her then keep her with false hopes..
Dont live a lie
Say the truth and let it all go..
Its ok, Its alrite
Its fine to be heartbroken..
cuz in the end
the one you will get and be with you
will be all the more better
and it'll be all the more sweeter..