ME
riina
18
luvs hanging out wif her frens
N luvs chatting wif them online
N luvs talking to them on the phone
SHE luvs her frens to the core! =))
N can't live wifout them
Sometimes difficult to understand
Fun-loving
Easy-going
Temperamental too..
Pessimist on the regular..hehexz..
The more you know..The more you don't know
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
I do not know what I want anymore
I dont know what i'm doing either
I dont wanna know how i feel anymore
there's someone who loves me..he really does
I can tell cuz i can feel it..
then there's YOU..
the one who i think about from time to time
I wonder what you're doing and if you think about me too
i tell YOU..i miss you..
but i dont get it said back to me
u asked me why i didnt call
come on..tell me.. why didnt YOU call me??..
you say u are busy with stuff
but YOU never tell me what they are
Can't you trust me?
Do you even like me now?
Cuz..right now..i see it fading..
Yet you still asked me to come to your b'dae chalet
Shld i go or shld i not?
I guess i'll try using it as an opportunity
to catch up..get to know you..and maybe find the truth
I'LL TRY
With the other
he's alwaes there..loving me..
he hurts me with jus the slightest slip of words
i cry cuz of him
its then that i realise that i like him and i need him
but he scares me..
i dunno what he wants out of this..
i dunno what he wants from me..
i dunno where this is going with him..
he wants to hug me and never let me go..
BUT how long will he LAST?..
words close to his were said to me once..
i believed those words and the person who said it..
AND now i feel betrayed..
Love.
I felt it once.
Bliss.
Affection.
Pain.
Hurt.
Memories burn.
Words that never meant a thing.
Lies.
I wanted the truth.
Trust.
Never was there.
Understanding.
A joke.
Show ME its real.
I hate to FEEL.
love me.
hate me.
BUT you can't be me.
please believe me again at 9:07 PM
