Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

First day of orientation..

HmM..it wasn't so bad like i thought it'll be..
N people in poly are so damn different
from the people in my secondary sch..
I really like it there..Everything's soo much better..
Even my mum seems to think that I look much happier there
instead of when i was in secondary school..
N i think its really true! =)

My facililator was really nicee,,
N my teammates are really what you can call teammates..
When one says something, the others support
N everyone plays a part and we encourage each other..
Its not like how in sec sch everyone pushes the leader to get things done..

Its even funny how i was the leader for my group..hahaxz..
The presentation went on great!
Every group had a different idea or somewhat had things to add on..
We had debates which lead us to realise that there are many answers to a qn..
N in some cases the qn is for us to find out n define..

Eventually, one team in the class won the best grp for their presentation
and got cookies! N then the teacher turned to me
and said and "this is for the girl with the nice voice" and gave me pringles..LOL!

I soo totally didn't expect it at all!
Met new people and made new friends!
Tmr is Orientation day 2-water games! LOL!
Hope all goes well! =)

Then how am i going to talk to u??
I try and i try..I call u..n u are asleep..
U say u'll call me back..
but u nvr do..
U say u'll msg me..
But then again you don't..
Ask u why..
U say u are too busy..
I'm guessing u either forgot or u didn't bother..
Yet u tell me that u miss me..
How can i trust u?
How can i believe u?
N i guess its true that u're busy..
But i don't really feel like you think abt me..
Its almost sadd..
I never thought i'd feel this way so soon again..
I guess this is jus not meant to be for me..
you're better off without me and so am I..
being frens tho is gr8..
maybe we shld just remain that..

Forget about all those ystdaes
And get lost in this feeling..
with love.. =))

please believe me again at 11:57 PM