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Saturday, December 23, 2006

TODAE..i had to get to work earlier than 5pm..
So i got there around 3.30pm N slacked
N let DANIEL do all the work..
Kinda felt bad..but i was honestly..LAZY..LOL

WAD made my dae was that LING was there..
N all the TANGS staff people..ARE all in the festive mood..
EXCEPT for some..like LING..
LING n I talked todae..
She is really nicee..
It seems she was married n then she divorced n all that
THE rest of HER story..I'd luv to say it..
But i rather keep it private..

WE ate CHOCOLATE while working todae..LOL..
ACTUALLY she got the chocolate..from her fren
N she shared it wif me..
N it was also Eugene's B'dae..
I wished him soo gawdamned late..
but still its smth..
N LING got him a beautiful ring..
SO SWEET! =))
LING also accompanied me for my break..
N she waved byye at MELVIN..
N WTFH was i dg??@!
I DID the same too..
N HE WAVED BACK N NODDED N SMILED AT ME/US..
while speaking to a customer..

okok..back to LING..
SHe got me a DRINK(jus coke)..
from the vending machine at the staff lounge
N then we went out of the staff entrance..
WHERE she smoked a marlboro cigarette..
which i really liked the smell of..LOL..
ACTUALLY i think thats the only brand of
cigarette i like the smell of..
N she gave me this biscuit she got from M'sia..
LING IS SO SWEET..

WE TALKED about BEYONCE..N J.LO
then we started talking abt hot celeb bods..
N she was like "honey..they got it made..
like me.."N she told me to touch her ass..
ITS MADE OF SILICON actually..
N its firm like wad she said it was..
OH GAWD..wad am i talking..
that whole thing tt happened..
was jus WEIRD!
LOL

After that she left..N i went back into TANGS..
N goodness..I caught MELVIN having seen a glimpse of me..
N he WANTED to see if it was really me..
I cldn't take it any longer..I jus turned to his store's direction..
N he smiled at me..AGAIN! hehexz..

OK..i counted..WE smiled at each other about 10 times todae..
on the 5th time he said hello to me..
The second time he said hello..
He also asked my name..N i told him wad it was..
N he was like wad..srry..
N i said it again..N this time he also looked at my nametag..
then he was like..oh..ok..
N i asked him..wads urs??..(even tho i alrd knew it)..LOL
He told me my name's MELVIN..nicee to meet u..
he walked away..N i DIED!
CLD NOT BREATHE!

AFTER tt..i caught him looking at me THRICE
from the corner of my eye..
OH GAWD..its soo difficult to PRETEND!
I NEED TO TAKE THIS FURTHER..
than jus noeing each others' names..
I WANT TO NOE HIM!

OK..ITS OFFICIAL!
I'VE LOST IT..
I WANT MY SANITY BACK..
LOL

okok..another thing that happened todae was..
another ex-classmate/schoolmate is also working at TANGS
but she's on the SECOND floor..
NAME is ZHOUHUA..
at least i noe i ain't alone anymore..
WTFH am i talking..
I'm not alone at all..
I've got LING N EUGENE N MELVIN N cuties n hotties..

okok..i gotta stop here..
WHY havn't i worked b4??
ITS SOO FUNN! LOL
BUT I MISS MY SEXIES ALOT ALOT! =))

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