Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Omg! I jus have to say this..
Eugene from work is like soo freaking cute..
N he's damn nicee
I dunno why his cheeks are alwaes soo rosy
N his skin is like soo fair like the snow u noe..
He looks like a pretty boy..SERIOUSLY!
hahaxz..LOL..i like pretty boys..
Aniwaes pretty boys tend to sorta look gay..
N tt reminds me of what that transexual woman
told me the other dae abt him..
LOL..tt was freaking funny!
I was like smiling half the dae cuz of that incident plz!

The woman was like telling Eugene to say I luv u to her
N he was like i luv u..in that sing song soft cute voice..LOL
N then she made him kiss her..
OmG! I just have to imagine how weird it must be for him..
I mean that woman is actually a guy transformed..LOL
Aniwaes he kissed her on the left cheek then on the right
N then I was like o-kay..N all..n Eugene looked at me
N rolled his eyes..N waved a goodbye to me n left..

N then the woman told me that he was like soo gay..
LOL..
She was like telling me that when Eugene kissed her on the left cheek
it was like a gay kiss..N then when he kissed her on the right cheek it was more manly!
LOL LOL LOL!!!!!
n then she was telling me that she told him that his kiss was kinda gay n all
N it seems Eugene was like telling her it was soo not!
OH MY GOOODNESS! I'm laughing soo much even when i'm typing this!
FUNNYYY FUNNY!!!!!
that dae was HILARIOUS!

but todae was nth compared to that..
Todae Eugene was having the morning shift..
So when i got there i saw him..
then he was telling me that it had been a busy dae n all
N then he wanted to go call Dylan..
N he said he'll help me tell him that i'm there alrd..
Then i went to make sure everything was alrite n neat
N then tt malay lady came to me..
She's damn nicee! OmG! she really is!
ACTUALLY..all the staff in ck tangs are all DARN NICEE!
they are so friendly..
Aniwaes that malay lady..dunno wads her name..
helped Eugene sew on the button for that dress
Actually Coomi was supposed to teach us..
N it seems Eugene forgot..
N Coomi didn't even teach me..She jus told me how to sew
N when i told Eugene that he jus gave me this weird look
that said how can anyone learn to sew like tt..LOL
cute la he..
N he was thanking tt malay lady like soo much!
profusely is the word! LOL
When he left things got boring as usual

N i didn't see susanna todae..N nor did I see that transexual woman
N nor did i see that nice chinese gal who's 18 from St Margret's(dunno her name yet)
but i saw the nice lady who alwaes asks me the time N all that
She's real nicee..but i'm still yet to find out her name..
but she was only there for a short while..
Gosh! its soo weird..
I wonder why everyone calls me Sayang N darling N honey N lovely n all that
can't they jus find out my name??..haizz..but i dun mind..LOL

I like working there but i jus wish I had sumone to work wif u noe...*sighs*

Aniwaes tmr i'm going out wif my bestiiie to SUNTEC!
OMG! I MISS HER! I MISS HER!
YES I DO! I SOLEMLY SWEAR I DO!
I LUV HER! N I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE WIFOUT SEEING HER!
I NEED HER! I WANT HER! I LUV HER! N I MISS HER!
I THINK I'M LIKE SOO GONNA HUG N KISS HER WHEN I SEE HER! LOL
I CAN'T WAIT!
YAY!!!!! LOL

N i borrowed a rachel gibson book! When i read it finish I'll let u noe if it was as irresistable
AS SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE alrite bestie??..hehexz

SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE WILL FOREVER TOP THE LISTS! WhOoTS! LOL

When I missed u..It felt like hell..
N now I don't seem to care..
I guess it's for the best..
Plz don't come back..
yes..you're my friend..
But we all have boundaries..
U never stepped out of line but yet u did..
I dunno how..blind to me..u did..
N now i realise that time apart is good..
Absense makes the heart grow fonder they say..
Its true..
But it can also make me forget
N i hope to erase all past memories of u
Time might heal these open wounds
N till then i dun wanna speak..

A goal without a plan is a wish..Its true..Don't u think??

How can I sing when my words have run dry
How can I smile with tears in my eyes
Summer's so lost when it's raining in June
That's how it feels when i'm missing you..

Or at least that's how it felt when I missed you..
But i don't anymore..
Yet u invade my thoughts..
N so I've grown to love the song: LEAVE ME ALONE

(just some lyrics of the song wish soo relates to me)..

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own
Leave me alone
This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
What an illusion
That couldn't be
I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

i'm tired n sleepy
NiTEzZ!

maybe somedae..
just somedae..
till then i'll wait..

please believe me again at 1:06 AM