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Monday, December 11, 2006

okay..so todae i woke up at 9am..
Something i've NOT done in a VERY long time..
Was supposed to go out wif my bestiie..
but she cldn't make it at the last min..

okay i see a trend here..
Is it me..or is it jus a coincidence that everyone
I planned to go out wif jus can't make it at the last min..
hMm..Nvm..
Anyway..I didn't create my
so called wonderful back up plan this time round..
So i guess I'll just have to go do whatever I've got to do..
N rt now i'm bored out of my mind..

It's 10am now..
N i'm wondering if i shld go get Macs breakfast..
I jus luv their breakfast
N i'm still waiting for my mother to get up so that
I can go to the bank..
Am bored..BORED as hell

Anyhoo..I read the rachel gibson book N omG!
Its hotttt..Its dammnit NICEEE!
but i read it from in between cuz the starting
is a lil' slow moving but oh well
it's still darn nicee!

Oh..N i wld like to soo thank my BESTIE
for JTMD! (JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!)
I LUV TT MOVIE!
JoHn is SOOO SUAVE!
N he's SUCH a SMOOTH talker when it comes to gals..
N plus he's cute!
N plus plus..he's HOTTT!
that killer combo makes up for every other lack..LOL

HmM..wad else..
Oh..
It's a good thing that you didn't say goodbye..
N it's a good thing that you didn't say hello..
I think it's helping me alot to forget abt u..
Or at least I'm trying to..
or at least till you get out of my head?
or at least till I step back into denial AGAIN!
where all's perfecto!

(actually all this is pure crapp..I'm jus bored..N have got nth else to write..LOL..or maybe it cld be true..HmM..in my imagination..)

okok..i'm seriously LIKE boredddd! LOL
I need to do smth wif my life..haizz..
HmM..maybe I shall go to the library later..
N maybe i shall also get borrow some movies to watch..
N i think i shall pig out todae N look like crappp
But who cares!
It's the only dae I can do that..

On the daes i'm working..
It's like you've gotta look pretty 24/7 kinda thing..
it's actually kinda irritating..
but hey..I don't really mind but still..
haizz..
maybe i shld try gg to work one dae wifout ANY make-up on my face
okay..I'll look worse than crap next to everyone there who are all dolled up..
LOL
but MAYBE jus MAYBE i should try that..
N pray n hope that noone i noe sees me there on that dae..LOL

I am SERIOUSLY like bored aren't I..
look..i'm even repeating the same thing..
that i'm bored..LOL

Okay..My bro jus got up..
Maybe its time for me to go MACs..
I'm sorta feeling hungry
afterall all i ate was a sandwich for the entire dae ystdae cuz i was working..
I think i deserve to pig out..LOL

Me am off!

FOOD! YUM YUMMm! =))))

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