Love, Hate, which to choose?

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

I need to stop THINKING of ...
... are ALWAES in my thoughts
I CARE more about ... than i do OTHERS at times..
I hate the way ... make me SMILE..n LAUGH..
I hate the way ... BOTHER about me..
I hate the way just A CALL from ... can make me SO GLAD..
I hate the way you OPEN UP to me TELLING me ur PROBLEMS..
N MOST of ALL I hate the way I MISS ...
N the WORST thing is I LOVE it ALL the SAME!!!

Stuck by Stacie Orrico:
I hate u..but i love u..I can't stop thinking of u..Its true..I'm stuck on u..

Now I wish I never knew ...
I wish I never did get CLOSER to ...
N I wish we were still like STRANGERS..

EMOTIONS..being suppressed..N NEVER to BE REVEALED

The Last 2 daes n todae is wad u call
intensive FnN revision!!! But it was fun too..
Ate like a pig!..Studied like some knowledge hungry person too..hMm..i guess..LOL..
Studying at AMRIT's hse was soo fun..N my PARENTS AMAZINGLY let me STAY OVER!
N my mum was soo irritating..asking TASHA, who was also studying wif us..if it was FOR REAL!
HELL it's for REAL!
WHY WOULD I LIE?? WHAT REASON HAVE I GIVEN YOU TO NOT TRUST ME??
YET YOU DON'T TRUST ME..I NOE..N IT HURTS THE MOST..BUT I NEVER COMPLAIN..
gosh!..

Okies..MOVING ON..LOL.. Tasha n I stayed over at Amrit's hse..N we studied till 5.30am..
JUST IMAGINE that..WE were SOO FnNified..that even B4 we slept we spoke FnN..LOL
I missed my COMPUTER like hell!!!..But managed to live without it..
The next dae..Amrit came over to MY hse to STAY OVER! We SLACKED like CRAZY! N WE also STUDIED like CRAZY! till 4am..

N todae morning I went over to Amrit's hse AGAIN to study! N Tasha ALSO came over!
WE had TONNS of FUN!!! N we studied..Tasha stayed over at Amrit's n I left for HoMe!
N now I'm back..N I realise that I missed doing ALOT of THINGS..such as this..AND MY FRIENDS TOO!

like they say..ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER..ITS SOO TRUE..

Btw..whoever this MACY GREY (wif AFRO HAIR) person is..ALL i've to say is I don't think she made a HIT by her singing..BUT she did so by her HILARIOUSNESS! CERTAIN people should noe why..LOL

N another thing is that I dunno if I should go to prom..haizz..I soo WANNA go CLUBBING too..but I dunno if its EVEN POSSIBLE..

N I dunno if i should tell another lie again n go out wif my frens to ESCAPE..*sighs*

But what i DO KNOW is that after the FnN paper tmr..I'll be going SWENSEN's N then I'll be WATCHING STEP-UP!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! LOL..
ITS GONNA BE SOO FUNNNNN!!!!!!!!! N I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!!!

but b4 that I need to STUDY HARD..i've still got to study summore for FnN..haizz..
THEN..i can PLAY HARD!!!!

I better go back to my FnN..

But b4 I do..I have to say that these past 2 daes n todae..has thought me
LOTS of things..ABOUT frens,life,love n loads of other stuff..

AND..and..when i was leaving for home todae..i saw AKISHA again..she's soo gorgeous..she's soo cuutteee..the moment she saw me walk past her gate..she came RUNNING out to the gate of her hse just to SEE ME..N she told me BYYEEEE!!! N gave me a FLYING KISS!!!..She's soo sweet..She doesn't noe it..BUT she has CHANGED me as well..

Okies..enuf talk..got to go back to studies..--urgh--..Its SOOO "FUN"!!!!..LOL..
hehexz..=)))))))))))))))))

please believe me again at 10:30 PM